Quick Update

Nothing too important to say, just wanted to present my current dichotomy of PRIDE and SELF-HATRED.

So proud, I was offered delicious muffins and said no, then was offered infinite types of delicious chips and goodies and said no. I said no! To some favourites! Because it is not worth the guilt I would feel after.

And proud that I did everything I think I really needed to do for my group projects. Hopefully they'll go well!
And feeling strong that when we serve everyone in our class cheesecake as a 'traditional food' of Luxembourg, I will probably say 'no' again!

But also sad that I can't say yes, and self-hating for it. And self-hating because my weight is so high right now (that's what not sleeping does to you).

I hate it. Hopefully it will be lower by morning.