A Horrible Day

Hello.

Today was awful, I can't believe I ate so much!

It was a lazy, horrible day.

I'll start with last night. I spent all night reading ED blogs and saving the thinspiration photos. I wanted to get through all of the ones I'd found, but I ended up getting a TERRIBLE headache, and from the headache, severe nausea. I finally drank some water, took some ibuprofen and a Dramamine, and went to sleep.
This morning, I... didn't wake up. I woke up this AFTERNOON. I'm so angry with myself!! I accidentally slept through my two classes, so I e-mailed my homework to one of my profs and prayed we didn't do anything imprtant.

After waking up, I remembered that I had a blood donation appointment tonight, so I went and donated. I love donating, except...
Before I went, I drank an apple juice to get fluid and sugar levels higher. That's about 200 calories.
Then, the nurse decided I looked pale while I was donating, and made me drink an orange juice.
Then, after, I sat at the "recovery table" thing and got a water. But then they decided I also had to have some of their Timbits! They wouldn't let me leave until I had had SEVEN TIMBITS. Disgusting. So that's about 530 calories (!!!!!!!)

And then I got back, and for Chinese New Year my residence had set up a chocolate fountain with fortune cookies (don't ask me how that relates to Chinese New Year at all). And I was sitting with the RAs, talking, and they told me to eat one. I did and it was DELICIOUS. And then I ended up having so many! I'm going to estimate that at about 300 calories.

So disgusting!
So in total, that's about 1120 calories.

I can't believe I ate that much! I mean, I was really nauseous and weak after the donation, so it's probably for the best that I ate.

But I still feel terrible.

Starting tomorrow, 10 day water fast!

And hopefully that will fix what I did today.

In brighter news, my weight was down a bit today. 152.3 lbs. Not too bad!