Hospital

Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been stuck in the hospital.

As I said, I read that the way to break a plateau is to binge. So I had a chocolate bar and a little bag of chocolate candies. I felt terrible about it, and ended up overdosing on Tylenol because I felt so shit. So now I'm locked in a hospital until they give me psychological clearance to go home. I was supposed to be home yesterday morning but they can't get their shit together and get the right forms signed and stuff, so I'm stuck here, bored out of my mind. I'm not even allowed any entertainment, because I'm formed. Finally the patient watch lady (I have to be watched constantly in case I try to hurt myself, it's bullshit) took pity on me and let me use her laptop.

My doctor just came FINALLY, and told me she didn't feel comfortable letting me go without talking to one of the psych specialists. She said that might happen tomorrow morning. I almost started crying. TOMORROW MORNING? This is fucking bullshit, I have an exam at 11:30 tomorrow morning. I was supposed to be out yesterday! Let me out, I'm going crazy! I'm seriously trying not to cry right now. Why won't they fucking let me out?

I can't post any thinspo - I'm not on my computer... Oh, plus my computer completely broke, and all my thinspo was deleted. Great, eh? Just fucking great.